november 12th marked one year since laini passed on. i sent yellow roses to her parents symbolizing our long friendship. i will get to see them over my thanksgiving trip. i told them i would be their lala for the day. i always think about laini a lot, but this past week was pretty brutal. i stayed in and watched america's next top model and stylista that night. i figured that was what laini would have done. i really think she would have dug the drama in stylista. when i watch stuff like that i feel like she's there with me. there are so many times i have started typing out an email or a text message to her only to remember the harsh truth. when i speak to others who were close to her, they have been doing the same thing. i don't think that will ever stop. she meant so much to so many.
me, laini & evan mellosonic
the sha-sha-sha-shaw society [ding, laini, me, shelly]