she speaks in song lyrics (madflowr) wrote,
she speaks in song lyrics

"everyday is valentine's day"

veryred1arry (1:30:20 AM): well, if just in case, i can be your spare valentine
veryred1arry (1:30:27 AM): "backup" valentine
veryred1arry (1:30:49 AM): i dont have any candy or flowers or mushy sayings
m a d f l o w r (1:30:50 AM): aww.
veryred1arry (1:31:03 AM): i'm sort of the spare tire valentine
veryred1arry (1:31:10 AM): the donut tire in the trunk
m a d f l o w r (1:31:23 AM): haha.
veryred1arry (1:31:36 AM): don't drive over 55mph on it

feeling down. what else is new? larry was trying to cheer me up. he is good at doing that. sigh.

i am a sucker just waiting a phonecall. i checked my po box today and nothing. he should have received my package by now and still no phonecall. last time i talked to him was on saturday night when i was coming back from laini's house and called him to prevent me from falling asleep at the wheel. he's just so depressed these days and says that i should realise that it's him and that i won't be able to cheer him up. but that's just the thing -- when you love someone, you want to be able to make them happy -- and if you can't it makes you crazy. it is valentine's day and i am so sad and i have not felt more distant from him than i do right now.

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