"i woke up early, couldn't go back to sleep, 'cause i had been thinking of where it all would lead. so i made you wake up, i said, "let's take a walk, i wanna hold your hand, we don't have to talk.'" -big day coming (yo la tengo) it is very satisfying when you find music that exactly fits your mood at the time. when i am feeling really sorry for myself and need that 50/50 powerful/weak feeling, i put on radiohead - the bends. right now i am in recovery mode and this yo la tengo album is perfect. i often neglect albums and find them months later and wonder why it took me so long to really listen to them. at least eventually i catch on. the number one reason that i hate riding the metro is when i have to transfer at rosslyn to the orange line to vienna/fairfax [so i can get to clarendon], people on the escalator don't bother to stay to one side of the railing, which is just incredibly daft. 3 times in the past month i have missed my train because of these people. when i politely ask them to move, they don't even acknowledge me. i absolutely hate these people. i curse in the ears of these strangers as i see my train doors close, because their lazy ass couldn't move out of the way. today at work a girl was 'let go'. we'd been training her for 2 weeks and she just wasn't getting it. she was confrontational from the beginning, made clients feel uncomfortable, cursed like a sailor, had disgusting bleach blonde hair, was amazed that we [as a staff] ate so much 'wierd food' (aka anything not american or chinese), and she reeked of cigarettes. oh...there are plenty of other reasons too, but i don't feel like going into all that mumbo jumbo. after work i hung out with 3 of my co-workers at whitey's, which is absolutely disgusting imho. the 3 girls i work with made it worthwhile tho. it was my first time bonding with my co-workers outside of the clinic even tho i've been there for about 3 months. i thoroughly enjoyed talking with the 3 of them over drinks even tho my tummy was grumbling about needing nourishment. we actually spent about 2 hours there and when i got home, i tried to pull something together for tonight and failed miserably. so i ended up watching judging amy [on tape, as always] and eating a spinach pizza and making onion dip and dipping pringles in it. and then updating the look of my diaryland a little. tomorrow holds nice things in its' paws. i used to have a diaryland and this used to be there, but i decided to move all of my entries here.