September 15th, 2005

against demons

if i'm waiting (jason anderson)

i'm slowly embracing the concept of you as a ghost;
haunting my kitchen,
a phantom, a spectre,
a fantastic cloud.

such pedestrian dreams.
what such sexless visions,
of triumph and phonecalls and email.
send me a kite with a paper note flown up the string.

leaving the house has started to feel like a 4th grader's christmas eve;
killing time at the thrift store,
returning on fire,
to tear through the caller i.d.

but my houdini lover,
you've escaped and vanished;
the bermuda triangle,
sunk to atlantis.
i'm slowly embracing the concept of you
as a never was,
and never will,
but maybe...

i don't know if i'm waiting.
i don't know if i'm waiting anymore,
or if it's over.

it's probably over.

i don't know if i'm waiting.
i don't know if i'm waiting anymore,
or if it's over.

it's probably over.

i don't know if i'm waiting.
i don't know if i'm waiting anymore,
or if it's over.

it's probably over.

it seems like it's over.
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aquatic, the life

well.

i got some really bad news tonight, but instead of talking about it, i will post this link which danelle and i stumbled upon when looking up michael j. fox on image search: http://planetdan.net/pics/wax/

the best is of macaulay culkin. seriously, omg.

also, saw this on starmiranda's lj. i am TOTALLY making amy take me there when i eventually get out to pdx. voodoo doughnut. seriously, look at the main page, the menu, and the events. totally rofl, stephanie.
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    rain on pavement / cars whirring by