May 4th, 2003

aquatic, the life

"you wanted everything and it was what you got..."

i almost cried when i read this:

a boy friend (7:11:18 PM): Yeah I feel all giddy
a boy friend (7:22:37 PM): I'm praying she'll come online
a boy friend (7:22:49 PM): I've even got a freakin alert set up
a boy friend (7:22:52 PM): Because yes.

because i want so badly ["to believe that there is truth, that love is real"] for someone to feel this way about me and for me to feel it back.

i know it's sick to feel this way, but lately, i haven't been able to stop it.

also...i agree with stephanie impossible: cooking a nice dinner [with bits from tyler florence's cookbook even] is no fun if you have no one to share it with.
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