December 26th, 2002

aquatic, the life

"i can't my darling, i love you so, oh oh..."




does anyone else think that the best thing ever in the entire universe is that bit in this song when ben + jen say "oh oh" at the same time? that one tiny piece is right up there with 'friendships and love' by rocketship when you can hear dustin reske + [god, i don't think i even know who the girl who sings is] the girl TAKE A BREATH. good god, that is totally like the hottest thing in the world.

tonight i went and had drinks with dan and then saw drumline with dan and it was REALLY good. i swear it wasn't just because of the alcohol!
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    the postal service - nothing better
aquatic, the life

"i am a visitor here. i am not permanent."

last night i had a dream that i killed two people who i didn't even know. the first person i have no recollection of killing in the dream. he was just lying there on the hotel room floor face down and i knew that i was the one who had killed him. the second person i had injured so badly that she asked me to finish the job. so i stuck the knife in and out of her body. i remember closing my eyes each time the blade sunk into her flesh.

god, what is wrong with me? i have been having some fucked up dreams lately. i don't think i ever wrote about the other one that took place in a hotel room where i yelled at ppl i am friends with. that one was a doozy. i think that after talking to evan mellosonic i have the most fucked up dreams. a direct correlation perhaps?
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    the postal service - the district sleeps alone tonight