June 19th, 2002

aquatic, the life

"passing through unconscious states...when i awoke; i was on the highway..."

it would be today that i saw the death cab for cutie video for 'a movie script ending'. the same day that jeremiah finally tells me to stop waiting for him that i see the music video for this song; one of my favourite songs ever, and the video is a fucking chronicle of the relationship i had with jeremiah. oh my fucking god. i thought the hurting would start to stop today. i've watched the video like 4 times now. it's fucking amazing and it's tearing me apart. kind of like my relationship with jeremiah. i am going to post 27 screen shots from the video here:


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    death cab for cutie - a movie script ending
aquatic, the life

"but i thought that this meant something more than broken hearts and new addictions..."

after the misery of yesterday i've decided to start work on the new 'zine. i was thinking of calling it 'broken hearts and new addictions', but is that name far too emo? basically, this new 'zine is going to be a collaboration between me and many of my friends. somehow it just seems fitting tho. 'broken hearts and new addictions' would be abbreviated BHANA. any ideas? jeremiah and i were going to name our 'zine 'eggs over eager', but seeing as that's over, i need a new title. ideas?

tonight is dressy bessy. maybe i won't cry tonight after i get home. i've already wasted a vanilla coke's worth of tears today. good riddance. maybe i should stop looping sad songs. winamp makes it too easy.
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    death cab for cutie - scientist studies