February 27th, 2002

aquatic, the life

"and in this perfect world, nothing's perfect...i'm all alone..."

i miss the soft sound of your voice tiptoeing over the telephone line.
the 'i love you' messages have now faded from my phone's voicemail memory.

during tristeza's set tonight i wanted to ring you and plead that i need you in my life right now; that you're the only person who understands me and loves all my flaws and weaknesses as well as my strengths. i feel so weak right now; so drained. i swore so many things to myself that sunday. i swore i wouldn't cry anymore on sunday night. i honestly thought i wouldn't, but i'm human and tears come as the night creeps towards morning.
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aquatic, the life

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WED MAY 15, 2002 8PM
Seat Location: Section BOX17 Row A Seats 1 - 3

i don't want to be sitting here at all. it's the front of the box, but so what? i'm, acting like a spoiled brat, but i want something good to happen and i want it to happen now. not getting orchestra tickets is not good.