December 6th, 2000

aquatic, the life

"maybe i'm too keep good love from going wrong..."

why do i do this to myself? playing songs over + over again until i'm mentally and physically exhausted. that's what i feel like doing though. i feel depressed but satisfied. i don't even know if that would make sense to a lot of people. so many i know tell me to *not* listen to sad songs when i'm already sad. i find comfort in it though. to know i'm not alone. that i'm not the only one feeling down. and i know that i really + truly love a band or a singer when they make me feel like this. when their songs level me out. equal parts frowns and smiles.

i used to have a diaryland and this used to be there, but i decided to move all of my entries here.
  • Current Music
    jeff buckley - lover, you should've come over