she speaks in song lyrics (madflowr) wrote,
she speaks in song lyrics

  • Music:

"as for me i wish that i was anywhere with anyone...making out..."

"well, as for now i'm gonna hear the saddest songs,
and sit alone and wonder;
how you're making out.
but as for me i wish that i was anywhere,
with anyone,
making out."

-screaming infidelities (dashboard confessional)

mm. listening to my own music is good. not to say that dustin + roomie have bad taste in music. just good to hear something familiar. holding me close. i am really ridiculously emo. as much as i try not to be. gah.

on the plane ride over i started reading a nick drake biography that jen got me for my birthday. then i put that book back on the shelf [sike!] and listened to international airport, since i felt that would be good fall asleep music and it was. somewhere not so far from chicago i woke up and looked outside. it was one of the most beautiful things i have ever seen. i had the window seat. we were flying so far above clouds. just gorgeous. then we experienced some heavy turbulence so i decided that i should talk to the girl beside me just in case we should crash. so i had a possible last conversation. turns out she was really cool and an anthropology student and she loved radiohead and bjork with that same passion i love music. and now i've forgotten her name.

i walked off the plane and said goodbye to the girl and looked for dustin. my plane was early so i walked around a little then i figured i might as well call him and let him know i was there. and just as i wrapped my fingers round the receiver he was there in the distance, sporting yellow pants. i think i'll probably write more about this in tag team napping, but as for now i don't even want to think about it.

anyone from chicago want to hang out with me on sunday? dustin has had a sort of family crisis which requires him going back to the suburbs and being with his family. so i need someone to hang with for most of the day on sunday. whose game? if you are please IM me cos i really wouldn't like to be alone on sunday.

i used to have a diaryland and this used to be there, but i decided to move all of my entries here.

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