you're still wide awake...
just can't shake shake shake that headache.
up all night,
up all day again,
don't wanna talk to any of your friends..."
lucy doesn't love you (ivy)
hm. i'm thinking out the math in tonight. i work at 9 a.m. it is 3:49 a.m. right now. 9 minus 3 = 6. the fact that it is past 3 means i will get less than 6 hours of sleep. bah. sleep is definitely overrated.
my diaryland has not received any loving. i went to the gym a few times with my mom, saw [only] two shows [cactus patch tonight, last night = vpn], ate six cookies from eatnpark [thanks to jaime!], and attended the wedding of a girl who i have known for years and years [but never *really* known]. um. yes.
so i am busy. i have started to make some of the wrongs in my life right. exercising, trying to stop analyzing things so much [this is v. hard], and trying to read more, + eat better. i am also trying to spend less cash on records. i have done pretty darn well. i have not bought a record or cd or tape or anything in about 4 weeks. yay.
working at the record store has helped me out there. because weekly i work at least one day, so i've been able to get a new release per shift + one older used something or other. on saturday i picked up the new ivy + mogwai - no education, fuck the curfew [because i didn't ever buy it in the past]. good stuff.
the wedding on saturday night was surreal. i can't believe i was there. someone i grew up with getting married. insane. she's so so incredibly different than me it was just awkward. i felt ridiculously out of place. my parents didn't really know how to introduce me and i didn't really mind all that much. as i will most likely never seen 99% of these people again, i didn't mind being the odd duck that day. i said my goodbyes and skeedaddled over to the galaxy hut. i think skeedaddled is a fun word. i think sleep sounds good right now.
i used to have a diaryland and this used to be there, but i decided to move all of my entries here.