tom told me he was going to make me a video of him doing the crosstrainer. this also made me laugh. today he told me [while cancelling for my bday party] that he got me something and that it was coming via UPS and that he'd give it to me sometime this weekend.
karyn just got some stuff she ordered from hot topic and she said she was going to wear the mesh shirt with nothing else tonight to my bday party. i suggested she wear band-aids as well. you've gotta cover at least a little something up. to get a little something something? i suppose. eric evilife's girlfriend, elizabeth, wrote me an email wishing me a happy birthday. people are nice.
r|m last night at the ottobar were spectacular. they are sooo polished now. and dany was there last night. not good seeing him. and avoiding him like the plague. what a good start to a birthday. i'm just not up to talking to him. i don't think i ever want to again. but i couldn't help looking over at him during songs that we used to share together. songs that were ours. that we held hands to and shared kisses to. that was over a year ago, but "sometimes i still feel the bruise..."
i used to have a diaryland and this used to be there, but i decided to move all of my entries here.