i just feel that i put good friends ahead of myself on my list of priorities and that they should do that for me once in awhile. since school started this semester, i really don't feel like i've been at the top of anyone's list. second maybe to one person, and third or fourth to most everyone else. when i re-met paul, i felt like all that was all changing. that i was someone's top priority. he was calling me and making time to hang out with me, changing his schedule around just so he could see me. i miss being on top.
i used to have a diaryland and this used to be there, but i decided to move all of my entries here.