i'm 'fraid i'd lose ya friend...
i'd rather be with ya...
than have to talk on the phone.
yea, i'd rather be with ya...
more than i'd ever known."
-trick mammoth (sammy)
can you tell which mixtape i've been listening to lately? oh. only the one that i made for paul. a copy of it. i just can't explain what the heck went on tonight. wierd vibes. wierd night. i left the black cat with john + karyn and we walked to the metro cafe for upside down [britpop night]. i drank two sloe gin fizzes and i think i was tipsy a bit and i think i did it for all the wrong reasons. i wanted to forget; to get the wierd vibe i got from paul earlier out of my effing mind. it didn't really work. the drinks made me dance a lot with tom + a different john. i had a good time though, but underneath it felt forced. 'cos i couldn't get my mind off the fact that less than 24 hours ago paul + i had been smooching.
i used to have a diaryland and this used to be there, but i decided to move all of my entries here.
