it makes me feel that i...
i just want to hold you
-what's going on? (superheroes)
okay. so as each day comes to an end, i feel like i live my life through pop lyrics. it sounds kind of far-fetched, but really...i think i do. i can place events in the past with what i was listening to at the time. break ups, new romances, what music was playing before a certain show, if i was listening to a particular mixtape at the time, etc. i wonder how i'll look back on the whole d. thing. i guess it just seems completely anti-climatic. we'd let our feelings lead us along and his, i guess, just walked a different direction. i'm still going to publish what he wrote to me for make-out party, because it's important to me that it be there. i guess i'm a sucker for documenting the past. that's why i take a lot of photographs. and save old notes + letters + emails even. i still think of holding d. and that just makes me sad; to think how things turned out; or did not turn out.
i used to have a diaryland and this used to be there, but i decided to move all of my entries here.