"when we dream, we won't dream of each other. when we sing let's not sing of one another...when the phone rings, it won't be you on the line...when the phone rings, i won't be there to pick it up on the third time...we'll spend some time away and rationalize it as change. we'll tell ourselves we're not in love. we'll tell ourselves we're not the ones..." on the third time (kissing book)

that song breaks my heart time and time again. i guess that the sadness is really sinking in now about d. cos the repeat button's being pressed constantly. and his mixtape is in my stereo. and right after the cannanes show ended tonight, slowdive started blasting out of the speakers.

i used to have a diaryland and this used to be there, but i decided to move all of my entries here.