today marks two years since laini passed away. not a day goes by that i don't think about her. i still pick up my phone to text her something or start an email to her before i remember she's gone. she's still alive in so many of us. i try to keep in touch with her parents. if you would like to contact her parents, let me know and i will put you in touch. there are so many things that i do that i think, "man, laini would love this" and at first it makes me sad, but then it makes me think that i have to do enough living for the both of us. i wish zachary would have gotten to meet her, though he probably would have found two ladies like us too much. :)

wherever you are, i miss you laini.