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Sun, May. 4th, 2003 07:41 pm
"you wanted everything and it was what you got..."

i almost cried when i read this:

a boy friend (7:11:18 PM): Yeah I feel all giddy
a boy friend (7:22:37 PM): I'm praying she'll come online
a boy friend (7:22:49 PM): I've even got a freakin alert set up
a boy friend (7:22:52 PM): Because yes.

because i want so badly ["to believe that there is truth, that love is real"] for someone to feel this way about me and for me to feel it back.

i know it's sick to feel this way, but lately, i haven't been able to stop it.

also...i agree with stephanie impossible: cooking a nice dinner [with bits from tyler florence's cookbook even] is no fun if you have no one to share it with.

Current Mood: howdosomanysighsfitinside?
Current Music: the fire theft - it's over

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tirthankara
eruhk
Sun, May. 4th, 2003 07:21 pm (UTC)

do not worry too much. folk like that tend to come without you having to look for them.


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phantastes
phantastes
Nick
Sun, May. 4th, 2003 11:18 pm (UTC)

I've been feeling just that way far too much lately.
Good luck.


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(Anonymous)
Mon, May. 5th, 2003 02:24 pm (UTC)
save your sighs for someone who deserves them

Leigh. He's not worth getting all bent out of shape about.

This I know because I had the unfortunate experience of having a brief run-in with him myself.

The narrow-minded, shallow, self-centered, selfish little prick can stay by himself with his bigoted little friends and have a cry-fest on his own about why no one likes his sniveling ass.

Anyone--any woman worth her oats--who's spent any amount of time with him sees this quickly. You deserve better, and you know it. And the friends you have care about you more than he can ever care about anyone but himself.

Count yourself lucky it ended so soon!

Now, pardon my platitudes, please, but I hate to see anyone waste time over that bastard.

Hope you feel better soon.


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madflowr
madflowr
she speaks in song lyrics
Mon, May. 5th, 2003 02:40 pm (UTC)
Re: save your sighs for someone who deserves them

Thanks for yr kind words and empathy, anonymous. All of this isn't about him, tho some of it definitely is. I'm pretty much just disgusted with myself lately for a great many reasons. Are you who I think you are? Why am I using correct capitalization? Hmm...


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(Anonymous)
Tue, May. 6th, 2003 08:01 am (UTC)
Re: save your sighs for someone who deserves them

Yes.


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redlarry
Bloggers Banquet
Tue, May. 6th, 2003 10:23 pm (UTC)
Spring Cleaning

I feel your pain. I've been going out of my mind over a special girl who, on a frantic whim, decided that she needed to move far, *far* away from NYC (and by association me as well).

I used to wait by the IM for her to come online; she now mysteriously goes online much less often. It drove me insane waiting for her. I cried so much over her these past few months (which is very un-Larry-like). She's one of the many reasons why I have now abolished all IM programs from my life (did you get my email by the way?)

I wished someone felt that way (the way you mentioned) about me as well, but I've found that the pain of being alone somehow made everything in life clearer. Spring cleaning for the mind, so to speak.

I always order dinner takeout, which is probably my coping mechanism for living alone. (Now I just got a roommie at my new place, so maybe I'll start cooking?)

I don't have IM anymore, but gimme a call! Remember when we used to talk on the telephone? Take care, Leigh.


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